Just putting it out there but maybe this thread isn't the best way to portray your beliefs about people holding a grudge on you. Speak with the staff member and fix this. Usually when staff deny applications it says why they are denied, your applications could of been denied for good reasons (lack of detail, improvements etc.) don't just assume people hold grudges over you because you got denied. Good luck on your next application anyway!
I enjoyed reading this comment, however I have found out it was not because of the fact of improvements and such. It was because of -1s in staff meetings. But, I guess it can't be helped. I will strive for staff stronger then ever!