Hey everyone, I am finally, indeed fully giving up my interest, the only place I hanged out was in forums and, since I'm going into war with the thing called 9th grade exams, I'm starting to get scared a bit. I really appreciate the emotional rolercoaster this was, oof... what a journey, it has finally been time to leave this shit behind me and go my own way, a new way, make my own network, enjoy my life, study till I die, gain money, become a politician or a business man, as I know I can do it, if I've been a cunt or a dumbass to you, PM me on discord, no questions asked. I've recently been going thru a lot of pressure with the girl I liked and I still do, turns out she might like me back or feels something against me now, I have to see where this all can go and how can I get further in life. I know that I've been quitting for about 20 times now, yet that's what proves my dedication to changes and my love against CN, it has run out, yet I still like the journey we went and I actually like how I shaped this server, I'm proud of it even if I was a toxic brat most of the time. I wish I could create the 3 year milestone thread I did the past 2 years, I will like them in the comment. Jesus Christ is the answer to the problems of life my dudes, seriously, follow your heart and your brain, which is guided by G.O.D, what ever God you believe in, he will guide you. All of the friends I've made on this wonderful server: Thrintios Marcell wetplace SearchForMe Pengurino Zphre Substaince TheDeathBringer Losmen Advertzz Flea Badjumpbug Biologically TheFlame_YT Dehy xImReedo MikeAnike vSyndrome Pmq13 The Man (itzAndreas120) Amazing__ Cypru Panqu 3yr HarissonMan TbhMike a.k.a 10 alt man Spookier Nick 4_gaming Lockdown AND WAYYY MORE Short time friendships, where either I was a fag or our interests just broke up were: Kai Etuu Moni Badr Xymelin I don't mean nothing bad, yet it's sad that we couldn't handle our differences, mostly mine, and went our seperate ways, especially with Moni & Etiu. Y'all know the drill by now, farewell! PM Me here: KingDynasty#9638
1st Year Milestone: https://coldnetwork.net/threads/cold-1-year-anniversary-the-tale-of-defman.10793/ 2nd Year Milestone: https://coldnetwork.net/threads/the-legacy-of-defman.21660/
It's not just the exams, in the old days, i used to feel like I was needed and I was known, now I feel like a washed up OG who everyone used to care about, I don't necessarly dislike this feeling, yet it is weird, so it isn't just the exams, it's my future and how I don't want to surround it around CN anymore. I got my own damn Network, yet I still waste my damn time on CN.
I hope you pass your exams because it truly is a rollercoaster of mixed feelings. I have my last practical exam tomorrow. (You get 4 of those) I already did Professional Camera Recording & Video Editing finished in Sony Vegas and Adobe Premiere, Business, Technic and tomorrow I'll have cooking. (I practiced a lot for cooking, otherwise I would fail without a doubt), 1 month later I will have my regular courses which are Dutch, Economic, English and Math. If you ever need help with your server, PM me, I only charge 2k though. (jk it would be a lot less)
Nu blin, fuck ezams, i won't even study before ezams Anyways, good Luck & stay defman (Pls send vodka)
One of the nicest guys I have seen on coldnetwork and you taught me how to staff and I will never forget that Goodbye my friend!
Awhh fuck, Rip man, as you were "raped" I was given a kiss on the lips, oh yeah boi I already know that my crush likes me aswell, she wants to do something with me privatly, just the 2 of us.
Wow , so I'm not a friend that u made in the server neither short time? :c Good bye dude, gl with ur exams.