Lately, after my unblacklist, I’ve been extremely toxic, salty etc. I do this out of anger mostly and I can’t control myself. I’ve had anger issues my entire life, and I’ve gotten in trouble a lot of times. You need at least 15 hands to count all of it. About 2 years ago I went to therapy to get rid of it, and it worked. I was less angry and I could laugh most of the things off. But recently, the last 2/3 months, I have had the feeling that it’s coming back. This is not because of ColdNetwork, or even Minecraft, but because of irl complications which I’d rather not talk about. After my unblacklist, which was last week Tuesday, I have already recieved about 11 warnings, 8 mutes, 7 kicks and 3 bans which is by far too much. Before my blacklist I was writing an application to become staff, but those chances are inexistent as of now. I would like to apologize to anybody I’ve been a cunt to. Everybody I’ve told to kill themselves, rethink their existence or whatever. I especially want to apologize to @Kai, I know we’ve had our differences in the past, but past is the past. I hope you will accept this apology so we can continue playing without any problems. If there’s any questions, or other things you want to say, post them here or pm me on discord (Dehy#3574).
Don't apologize when you aren't sorry. You aren't sorry, everyone knows that. I also don't understand how you "can't control it." I mean... your "anger issues" shouldn't stop you from not clicking enter. What you wrote in your messages was your choice and not your "anger issues"'. You were a dick, big deal, apologize personally and move on. No need to make a half-assed apology that was made just to get attention.
I have anger issues aswell and the older you get the easier you'll deal with anger. When I was 12 I was hitting my classmates into hospital when they annoyed me, now I just laugh everything off.
On today's episode of ''You obviously know my life better then I do myself'' ye fam I was mad trippin'
If anyone still remembers then they know I had the same issue, and I basically just left for 3 months and came back fresh and ok