I guess this is it. I attempted to come back. Certain things kept me from keeping my cool I guess I could say. I'm here to explain what those things were as this will be my last post / comment / anything on ColdNetwork forums. Late 2016 / Early 2017 I resigned from Head - Admin due to the death of my sister. I tried to keep it to myself and stay in CN as Head - Admin but I couldn't deal with this thing over a block game, let alone talk about it. Coming back brought those terrible feels and memories back even though ColdNetwork has changed so much. I'm way way past baby sitting the chat and banning hackers. I wanted to help IMPROVE Cold. This action was denied by the Owners forcing me to resign in my current position of Admin. You will all be missed as I have grown to respect a couple of new faces since my return. @StaffMass @Dwalic @Dishaan @Trails Are just a few. There were many more. Alts that are resigning with me: Ducky BanHammer SilentChad Okmexi Thanks for the time spent. Respect given and earned. This is goodbye. ~ BanHammer (Thank you Pengu and Nick for the experience.)
'[DontSayNo]' I will Missed You So much And sorry for Your Sister FareWell -=+(Cold-Network)+=- IGN:Savage_Knight ''[You Should Learn Your Mistakes]'' ''[You Can Change Your Life]'' ''[One Word Is Enough for a Wise man]'
Staff would undo mutes and warns. They'd edit my forums posts. And staff ranks under me and with little to no experience tried to tell me that what I was doing was wrong when I was basically one of the servers founders. I told the Owners but it was ignored and pushed aside just like I was. But in the end it's just a game. But once something comes up IRL, and that something effects you so much that these "friends" just ignore you and tell you to forget about it, then it becomes something more. If you have to change something about your personality or about the way you do things in real life for people in a game then it's not worth it. If you, if anyone, takes something away from me being apart of this server for the past year, let it be this: REAL friends care. REAL friends don't ask for money or power. REAL friends try to help. REAL friends don't ignore you because they are on vacation or have a hurt leg. I've been going through something that most of you never will go through. And I was pushed aside. You only meet a person once. Everyone is different. I was true to the Owners, the staff, and the community. I was treated unfairly. Me and the Owners have had so many memories. The fact that they didn't care if I was happy or anything ruined me even more. I am nothing now. My friends have banished me. I don't want to be staff. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be friends with them or whoever is reading this. I want you to just understand me. There is no point in being alive when your best friend is gone. When she didn't even know she was going to be gone. When you didn't even know she was going to be gone. As I am writing this through tears, I won't continue to explain myself to you. A true friend is someone who is always there. Now ask yourself, what would you do if that person just.. didn't come home. Or moved school. Or died when you are the one who deserved it more than them. Life isn't fair. Casting people out isn't fair. I tried.. to be friends with everyone. I guess I lose everything today and I'll finally get to be with my true bestfriend forever. Thanks for the experience. This game truly made me realize what I need to do. <3