The Truth

Good evening all of you,

My name is Jacob, and before I start with the rest of the thread I'd like to say that I appreciate all of you for clicking on this thread. This was simply clickbait to catch your attention, but I hope you can forgive me.

I've made this thread to talk about something special and close to my heart. Some may think this is really controversial, but it is how it is. A$AP Rocky is a lot better than Chief Keef. Certain individuals like @Moni tend to block you whenever you send him this specific message: ''Rocky > sosa''. Make sure it's written exactly like I've written it.

So, why have I made this thread to inform all of you that A$AP Rocky is better than Chief Keef? To be perfectly honest with all of you, I don't know. At this point, I won't give any arguments as to why Rocky is better than sosa, as he simply is. I really haven't planned to write anything in this thread, actually, everything that you've read so far has been made up on the spot. The best option would be to stop the thread at this point, but I want to write as much as possible so you'll understand what my thought process is whenever I'm socializing on the internet.

So, which music artists do all of you like? Personally, I love A$AP Rocky, The Weeknd, Frank Ocean, Ski Mask The Slump God, J.I.D., Denzel Curry, Lil Uzi Vert, YBN Cordae, Ye, J Cole, Kendrick Lamar, Nas, Playboy Carti and Roy Purdy.

What anime do all of you like? Personally, I like Attack on Titan, Konosuba, Grand Blue, Plastic Memories, Koe no Katachi, How not to summon a Demon Lord, Banana Fish, Yuri on Ice, Monogatari series, No Game No Life, Overlord, JoJo's Bizarre Adventures, Hellsing Ultimate, Death Note, Initial D, Toradora, K-On, Black Lagoon, Angel Beats, Little Witch Academia, Assassination Classroom, Non Non Biyori, Love Live and every anime that has big anime tiddies.

What series do all of you like? I personally like Lucifer, Slasher... That's pretty much it.

I'd also like to talk about my time here on Cold. I've joined in 2017, I think around mid-January. The first person I saw was Nick and I messaged him. I told him who I was and we had a talk and then I registered on the forums. I remember that I applied for staff with an application I found on a server. Daniel exposed my application plagiarism and I tried to defend myself but I knew it was worthless so I logged out of my account and left immediately. After about 5 months I came back to Cold as I had nowhere else to go. I made a new account as I forgot I had any so I made ''Travis''. In the beginning, I was being praised a bit by the community for being a positive lad. I also exposed many applicants for plagiarism and eventually built up a reputation.

When I applied for the staff for the first time, many people showed their support, even though I was really inactive in-game. I remember when I joined Skyblock for the first time, Not_EzEscape was there and started praising me. I forgot what he said, but the words were really nice. So, then I decided to request a denial for my application as the community got to my head and I couldn't handle being this ''nice'' person who I was at the time. The community at the time was horrible, I couldn't stand it and it eventually just got to me.

On that day, I started being toxic. I'm positive that if I kept being nice back then and held my application open, I would've received staff and I wouldn't resign after 5 days like I did when I got staff here for the first time. I've been here for over 20 months now and this is my favourite server. No matter how much I say I hate it, don't care or despise it, it will remain my favourite server. I give too much about this server as this is where I've been for those 20 months, not on some other server, I've always been here. I've tried to leave several times, but I kept coming back because it was too hard to just leave all of this behind.

I know that the community would've been several times better if I never joined, or well, that's what I realized not too long ago. I've kept thinking and eventually came to questions I've been stuck at for a while... What's the point of being this fellow who is massively disliked? What's the point of being toxic for over 1,5 years? Why don't I just change for the better? I've been here for a long time, so why don't I change my image? So that's what I'm trying to do now, do what's for the better.

While I'm at it, I'd like to say that though I say I hate this community, it's just not like any other. I've been on many forums and this is one of the only communities I was capable of staying in for a long time. Maybe you'll all see me applying for staff in the distant future while I have the time and energy to do so.

I'd like to apologize to everyone who has read this whole thread as it's just garbage, and I know that. But I just wanted to share my thoughts for once as I've always been seen as this toxic fellow who never took anything seriously until it came to the work of staff members.

But oh well, thanks for reading anyway.

Enjoy your day

Rocky > sosa

/b/

 

just a habit of mine to make long threads, my bad haha.