Lately, after my unblacklist, I’ve been extremely toxic, salty etc. I do this out of anger mostly and I can’t control myself. I’ve had anger issues my entire life, and I’ve gotten in trouble a lot of times. You need at least 15 hands to count all of it. About 2 years ago I went to therapy to get rid of it, and it worked. I was less angry and I could laugh most of the things off. But recently, the last 2/3 months, I have had the feeling that it’s coming back. This is not because of ColdNetwork, or even Minecraft, but because of irl complications which I’d rather not talk about. After my unblacklist, which was last week Tuesday, I have already recieved about 11 warnings, 8 mutes, 7 kicks and 3 bans which is by far too much. Before my blacklist I was writing an application to become staff, but those chances are inexistent as of now. I would like to apologize to anybody I’ve been a cunt to. Everybody I’ve told to kill themselves, rethink their existence or whatever. I especially want to apologize to @Kai, I know we’ve had our differences in the past, but past is the past. I hope you will accept this apology so we can continue playing without any problems. If there’s any questions, or other things you want to say, post them here or pm me on discord (Dehy#3574).