Denied ItzMarto's Punishment Appeal

In Game Name:

ItzMarto​

What version were you on (1.7.10, 1.8.9, 1.9 etc):

1.8.9​

Server:

KitMap​

Punished For:

Blacklisted - 1a​

Punished By:

Cani​

Guilty:

I don't really know. I don't feel guilty.​

Proof:

No ?​

Why do you think you should be unpunished:

I got blacklisted for saying to my friend on msg "dox". I didn't mean anything about doxing anyone or some shits like that. I was talking shits with him and got blacklisted mid chat. I would like to get unbanned because Christmas is coming and I wanna spend time here practicing my skills. I took my lesson and I won't say words like that one. I did mad post here and I regret doing it. I was affected from the situation and spread my agress on the staff members. I would like to play KitMap and the Practice server again, so I can have fun playing minecraft. I didn't step on the server for months and I'm so weak now. Can I get unblacklisted ?
Thank you for reading!
King Regards
-ItzMarto​