The Truth | My Sexuality....

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  1. ⚡ Shiwo

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    Part I | Noticing
    Somedays when I'd go to school I'd sometimes look at some of the other boys and think they're good looking. It's a normal thing to be jealous of someone because they look better than you, but I felt

    slightly different as if I actually like them. Of course, there were a few girls that I like and sometimes they'd like me back.
    But, over time I began to realize that I spoke with that " gayish " voice that people usually categorize with gay people.
    Sometimes I'd use it jokingly, but it really started to grow at me and I began to talk to other Boys and Girls with the voice.

    Part II | Figuring Out
    One day in Gym, a girl asked if I was gay and I said jokingly I was bisexual not to mention she was also one of my friends. Then she looked at me like she wasn't surprised at all, she knew that I liked boys and just looked at me. I can tell by her face that she knew I was gay

    ( or bisexual whatever you wanna call me )
    A few months before I told one of my best friends that I was bisexual and he was really surprised since I talk about other girls in class a lot. He asked if I liked him and I obviously said no since it'd be weird as fuck.
    That was 3 years ago, and now I'm finally revealing what I actually believe in.

    Part III | Depression
    Everything before this section is within a three-year span. Now I honestly just feel depressed since we live in a society where LGBTQ people are viewed as weird or distraught.
    It makes me think a lot about what other people will think of me once I tell them that I like both boys and girls. I have plenty of friends that suspect that I'm gay considering I speak with that
    " Gayish " voice.
    Honestly, though, I just feel depressed and knowing that people will not accept me for the person I am, I still haven't told my parents, I still haven't told my friends except my best friend.



    If you did read this entire thread, thank you it really does mean a lot.

     
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    Respect for coming out, anyways here are some tips I personally think which prevents you from getting bullied/getting shout ''faggot'' at in the school hallways (thats how it goes in my country, especially in my area).

    - Don't dress like a woman.
    - Maybe get rid of that voice how hard that may be.
    - Don't be too enthousiast about it.
    - Don't walk like a woman.

     
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    bro, whether or not you are gay, people should accept the way you are. race, skin color and racism are the main things that people judge. I believe if you want to stop with the “gayish” voice is to just be a normal guy.


    but cmon bro, like girls with big boobs and big booty.


    good luck dude, dont be depressed
     
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    or listen to chief keef
    jk
     
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    that's one of the reasons on why i left this server and minecraft
     
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    Nothing related to the server.
    He is just stating what he is and what is going on in his life.
    It's just that he wanted the people here know, so nothing related to this server and minecraft.
     
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    Everything is supported. There are a lot of bisexual people in this world but most of them don't want to admit it. Nothing is wrong with it, it may seem weird but everything is alright
     
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    Everyone has rights.
     
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    Just buy helium
     
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    Uhh... maybe walk like a boss and dont be jealous about others lol
     
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    You can say a boy is good looking without being gay but it's your choice which gender you like
     
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    You're not gay.
    You just think that you are because others are constantly making jokes about it.
    Your voice will change soon and it won't be "gayish" anymore. Pretty sure you're 13, it will probably change in a year or so. No worries.
    Don't give a quack about what others think.I was with my friends and i was screaming " I'M GAAAAY" on a public street with 100s of people.
    If you like a girl just tell her what feelings you have and that's it.
    Look doesn't matter that much
     
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    You’re 12, how would you know when a persons voice changes?
     
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    Probably because i'm not "12"
     
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    Excuse me, but who are you to say this? Why do you think it's necessary to tell him that he is ''not gay''? You make it seem as if being gay is a bad thing. If he likes boys, then he likes boys, what is so bad about it for you to say that he isn't? What you just said is extremely disrespectful and ignorant, please think about what you say before you post your reply.
     
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    Being gay is nothing bad.
    I'm 90% sure that he isn't gay.He just thinks that he is gay.
    I have nothing againts gay people
     
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    He needs someone to talk to, and talking to people close to you might destroy their image over you. I think he did well and he should never underestimate himself.
     
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    But he never said he is gay, he is bisexual, massive difference. I'm bisexual myself and whenever someone makes such comments, it personally disgusts me as it makes seem as if we're worthless and should be like everyone else. I understand that you don't have anything against people who like the same gender, but please think about what you post.
     
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    that's actually pretty believable as it's coming from a gay boi LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOOLOLLOLOOLOLO
     
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    o shit. I readen his post wrong Kinda
     
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