So... I'm back, but I never left. All I actually left was my past and my work. Now, let that sink in to your brains, you might've guesed already, maybe not, but yes it's me, defman. Read it while this plays: Ok, so it's been on my mind to change to a new account, it might be dumb in general, but it's my choice. Honestly, the actual reason of me making a new account is to show who I really am, even if you guys hate me, since some people call me "1 of the most Hated people in Cold", well I wanted that to change and as @EhabSe said in my Accepted application (You're not mature), well, honestly I'm, I've been lost for a while now on what to do and how to do it, and I was thinking, that if I try & show who I really am as a person in real life, people might understand me and my work more. As some of you know, I don't think rationally, I just do what I want to based on emotions, well that's changing, as I said on the defman account. The Light Dynasty has come out of the Dark, It's 1. A reference to a clan, yes, but only to help Cold grow and improve. 2. It's me wanting to change and show my behaviour, my true behaviour. Also, it has been a rough week, so I just wanted a new start. And why I changed my acc name to Dynastyan Soldier. Well, Dynasties are historical and In these Dynasties soldiers were really, respectful, powerful, respected. This is who I'm and I want to imbrace it. Just so everyone knows, I won't be applying for staff just yet, get ready for May, then there will be an application, I'm sure about that.
Explain, excatly. I want to make a fresh start, wanted to make people look at me differently, just because I'm at a struggle of what should I do and probably Suicide, since I got dumped & failing my grades, which make me get punishments at home, which then make me want to either Hang myself or shoot myself, since I don't have the currage to jump off the 4th floor!
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